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carolyn
currently 18
is a freaking blueLOVER
loves lollipop
peachtea,chocolates & long john is her favourite
darlings & abangs are my priority now

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Wednesday, February 3, 2010 ,

4:51 AM

HEY PEOPLE, I'VE MOVED TO
http://ellashaliza.onsugar.com/
relink thanks (:

Tuesday, January 19, 2010 ,

1:55 AM

yes i got the interview.
wohooooooooooooooo
26 jan here i come.
gotta get ready for my interview.
and yes after that all my problem will be solve.
wohooho super damn happy.

Saturday, January 9, 2010 ,

9:58 PM

my blog is gonna dead soon (:
oh well,been lazy to update stuff uh.
i got lots of things to write here.
but i don't want someone to read it then get angry.
and soon a war will start.
hhahahas.
arghh, i have two project to rush.
OMG!
and i don't know where to start.
oh well, update more in the night later if im not lazy.
must siap cause im going play trakaw.
wahhahas.
with my abg and friends.

well, and oh yes.
monday is the result for o level students.
i think so.
whateva it is, good luck to all o level students.

Saturday, December 26, 2009 ,

5:27 AM

home home home.
im getting bored staying at home.
& im gonna kill someone.
thanks to you
you spoil my mood of the day.
at night, lucky mum ask me want go out for dinner a not.
and i siap and followed.
hahas (:
after that, home sweet home.
and guess what, im getting addicted to some of the facebook games.
WAHAHHAHAHA

& not fair!
hykel is getting the iphone today.
and i have to wait till i got the money.
haiz.
hahas,he say his gonna let me play with his phone anytime i want.
hykel, why not u just give me ur iphone.
hahas
(JK)

nights people.
i wanna go play my games.

Friday, December 25, 2009 ,

6:11 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF (:

N
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

and firahSWINE (: thanks and im touch when i read ur blog. thanks alot. love you.and misses. thanks everyone for the gifts too.

stay at home the whole day.
with family.
and feeza come to surprise my brother.
she spent her day in my house.
and sorry if shakir tertido.
cheer up okay.
sent her to the busstop.
and home sweet home.
eat with my mum and uncle.
and use comp till now.

here are the photos of ytd, dinner at home,

oh yahh.dun mistaken.
that handsome guy that appear in some of the pic.
is my elder brother.
till then people.nights.
enjoy your day today.

Thursday, December 24, 2009 ,

5:30 AM

meet stanley.he wanted to pass present to me. thanks besti, at night, had family dinner.
hahas.
had fun.
and yes, elder brother say he will get me an iphone (:
thanks brother.
love yahh.
went down to smoke with sis and bf.
i think they quarrel again.
and so i faster smoke and get lost to my home sweet home.
hahas.

nights people.
1 more day to my birthday (:

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 ,

5:13 AM

sleep till im late for appointment with classmate.
went dinner with classmate.
smoke and chat.
about some topics which make us laugh.
hahas.
minhui and desmond has to go first.
cause they are catching a plane.
and me,semore and ah yuan left.
went to semore shop to put something.
and went taka to see ah yuan ann present with the gf.
ah yuan brought wrapping paper for the gf.
and we headed home.

trained to punggol.
and took a bus back.
otw home.
saw hykel lar.
and the rest are there.
and the other hykel say he saw me.
i was like,huh?
where sia.
check check, he tgh lpk with hykel too.
and guess what.
my brother was there too.
and i didn't see him.hahas
how short-sighted can i be.
home sweet home.
and i drop flat on the bed.
and of course i did bath and stuff first before dropping flat (:

p.s : oh yahh will upload the photos of the outing later.cause its not with me.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009 ,

5:00 AM

last day of chalet.
and as usual faz gv a susprise.
hahas.
book out,and the rest headed to cit hse.
as they are going out later in the afternoon to catch a movie.
BLAH BLAH BLAH

good nights toodles (:

Monday, December 21, 2009 ,

4:58 AM

second day of chalet.hahas.
ytd i watch gossip girls till tertido sey.hahas
and i was the last person to sleep.
woke up early.
cause citra woke up early.
and faz susprise us by coming early.
when me and maya is asleep.
goshhh.hahas
cit and me stay in the chalet,cause she has to entertain her friend.
and both of us don't wanna go escape.
cause im afraid of the heights.
hahas.
so maya and faz go only.
so me and cit feel bored in the chalet.
so we wanna go jln2 at downtown.
bored already,went to smoke.
went to the bbq.
help out,eat and blah blah blah.
went back to the chalet.
back to the chalet.
saw hazim brother
chatted awhile.
maya and cit has to go bedok for awhile.
and im waiting for them to be back to the chalet.
and watching gossip girl.
hahas.
finally, they are back.
so i can bath.
as u know, im afraid of being alone.
scared of something.
wahahahas.
chat,laugh,pic,pack stuff,smoke.
and yes sleep.
good night sleep (:

Sunday, December 20, 2009 ,

4:53 AM

woke up and get ready.so freaking tired due to lack of sleep!
went to sengkang and help mum to tend the stall.
had a small quarrel with baby.
at sengkang,so boring till i drag myself to explore the place.
and yes,its freaking boring.
but hey,i wanna go there and swim.
the swimming pool is quite big and looks fun.
oh yahh,and i saw a dress at the place selling cheap and nice.
i pester my mum to buy it for me.hehe
and yes she bought it for me.
she say its for christmas present.hahas
btw mum friends stall is just beside us.
and we talked and laugh alot.hahas.
suspose to close shop at 7, but due to lack of people surrounding,
most of the stall close early,inculding US!
wahhahahahas
mum say she wanna send me to the chalet.but i said its okay.
cause i haven prepare my stuff yet.
so siap and went out.
reach there,saw both of them and hug.
oh goshhh,i miss them so much.
overnight first day was great.
im so addicted to movies.
one of the show maya had in her comp.
GOSSIP GIRLS
yes thats it.
im so addicted to it.
till for the three days chalet,when im free, i watch it.till i think i negect them.wahhaas.
sorry darling.
but we had fun kan.hahas
and we did take lots of pic.
and mostly from their lappy.hhahas
will upload some of the pic only.

and i dun know why mum let me go to the chalet and even ton down there.
maybe mum is close to the girls.
and can call anytime to check.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 ,

8:26 AM

haha.BYE BYE!
you make the choice.
but i guess i shall not be the one holding you back anymore.
dun blame me.
cause you make the choice.
as much as i still love you,
its time you should be the one waking up with whateva ur doing.

: me and zul will be waiting for you.cause we still need you.

Monday, December 7, 2009 ,

6:01 AM

hey everyone.
didn't went to school today.hp was with mum the whole day.bored to death sia.arghhh.stay at home.watch tv play comp.oh yahh,and meet someone awhile outside my house.hahas.then went shop to buy water,otw saw min,ziq and one more guy dun know his name.back home.play psp.watch tv.
life so boring.
nights people.i wanna go blog hopping already.

p.s : my birthday is coming.yeah.cant wait.

Saturday, December 5, 2009 ,

8:41 PM

arghhh.i farking angry about one thing sia.but mrs A donest seem to know or even care.arghhh.since you wanna be like that.i shall not care too.move on all you want.ok!arghhhhhhhh.
STANLEY,faster come back lar.i got so many things to complain to you about leh.or maybe go online.

pissed off and disappointting.
that all i can say right now.

and to someone,my private blog update already.
hahas.so stop asking me to update.
only baobeii knows me best.
and yes thanks for the advise.
and i will try alright.i promise.

oh yahh,and one more important fact.
i miss myABGGGGGGG - HAMIE (:

Sunday, November 29, 2009 ,

6:23 AM

for one week im still sick.
i wonder when my sickness will be gone.
im missing you, baby

yeah i agree in abg blog.totally agree with him.
"NEVER TO PROMISE,CAUSE WHEN YOU BREAK IT,IT WILL STILL LINGERS IN MY MIND."

p.s:IM JUST TOO HURT TO FORGIVE HIM.

Thursday, November 26, 2009 ,

6:56 AM

sick & down!
i just farking pissed off.farking pissed off off off! arghhhhhhhh
i just dun understand why people have to lie.and even cover up their lies after one and after!why just cant they tell the truth.you know what.i hate the fact that you lie.you know that i prefer people to tell me the truth and not instead like to me.you know that.everyones know that.but you chose to lie.i guess you no other different from them!

Wednesday, November 25, 2009 ,

9:53 PM

to joanneBAOBEII

HAPPY 2YEARS and 6MONTHS ANNIVERSARY (:
no matter what happened,your still my baobeii
ILY,IMY

two days of mc.now im at home.just finish watching ''the pacifiar''.hahas.quite interesting uh.
i miss baobeii and tassya.its been a long time since we last met.
oh yahh,and maya wrote something on my wall at facebook.she ask to meet up someday.and im looking forward for it.i miss her so much.
maya,i just wanna let you know that ur still my best friend althought we have difted so much.hope to see you soon.i misss you.
i miss fazeerna,citra,azzia and fifi.
but i just dun want to state it here.
i just hope we can be reunited.

of course i miss my mak and mak cik. (ashiqin and zafirah)
tassya i miss you too.

Sunday, November 15, 2009 ,

6:13 AM

I HATE THE FACT THAT YOU LIED TO ME!

I DUN EVEN KNOW WHY DO I HAVE TO LOVE YOU THAT MUCH!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 ,

5:28 AM

SO LONG AND GOODBYE!
I HATE THE FACT!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009 ,

4:38 AM

OH SNAP!!!
its been so long since ive updated my blog.alright alot of things happened recently.
shall not state here!due to some reason.cause recently,i found out,his still reading my blog!

school school school
counterstrike counterstrike counterstrike
peachtea peachtea peachtea
chocolates chocolates chocolates

alright!!!
be serious.
im disappointed in you.seriously.way too disappointed.i didn't expected you to do that!i always had so much trust on you but you just broke it.when even before she told me about it,i feel something bad about it already.and my tears wanna fall.but i tahan.when she told me,its just drop.i no longer can tahan.this hurt will took a longer time to heal.

ok seriously.i miss someone badly.
not gonna tell you guys who that!wahahhas

and thanks god,abg and the matair da ok.haas.first time see abg majok.and his majok.aiyoyo.hahas.cant describle.but anyway,last long alright abg.

to someone
IMY.and maybe we are diftting way apart,i still care about you alright.i still do.is just that i need time to heal the hurt.and believe whatever you say.and be back like how we use to be.we may look ok on the outside.but deep down,i know your hurt too.

Friday, October 23, 2009 ,

5:47 AM

went school today.was late.didn't go for pe.wahahas.two lesson never go le.next week must comfrim go.if not i cant graduate from ite.arghhh.and nafa is coming.must train le.and guess what the navy called.hahas.26 going for medical checkup.yeahyeah!soon,i will be in navy.
slack and home.

hello,take care of ur boyf properly can!
and (A) stop being like this.
change ur character!
and stop saying me!
you started it first so dun blame me!

Thursday, October 1, 2009 ,

7:19 AM

1.09.09 - sunny
hey toodles
today was just another fine day.

hey MRS.A
i delicated this song to you
because of you-kelly clarkson
i hate you for hurting me.
as i open the fridge everyday and saw the lollipop u gave
just makes me cry everytime
i dun know if i should throw it away or what
but i cant bear to throw it away

& tk sabar saturday jumpe tassya
& jalan raye with her friends

nights people

Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ,

5:49 AM

30 sep 2009 - sunny (farking hot hot hot)
its been so long since i last update my blog.hahas.quite lazy uh.
alright, i watch phobia2.farking scary ok.and baobeii and erzi also watch le.they be watching white out also.
been busy the few days.and guess what! the navy called.yeah yeah.i be going for the talk.and i hope i can sign navy.
and join the force soon.

MRS.A
guess what!so much of ur lies alright.because of one bitch out relantionship turn sour.till we almost become enimes.we cleared the missunderstanding and u said that u have nothing to do with her.now,at tagged she just wrote something about u and her.dun be greeddy.one is enough.and yahh, i dun do anything to deserve those shit from both of you.since u cant make up ur mind,right now,i have u to make.since u chose her.me and u now is nothing.we are just friends.i farking hate u for hurting me times and times again.seriously.and i believe karma will hit u back.
im hurt all because of you!

to someone:
do u know that the past still lingers on my head.
and its haunting me everynight.
and u still want continue to hurt me with her!
thank you so much uh.
cause its farking hurt!
i guess right from the start you never know what the meaning of love!
and right from the start you never change.your still a playboy like you do when ur in sec 1

nights people.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ,

5:47 AM

22.09.09,raining
why is this few days keep on raining?hard to go out leh!
todays interview.i farling nervous sia.and im scared.arghh.
but everything went well.
went home.tired sia.
and yes,i no need go police station and report lost of ic.
damn lazy sia if have to go.
tml going beach road with MRS.A
hahas.shall have fun then.
till here then.im damn tired.i slept at 7 yesterday and worke up at 11.
nights everyone.

& my sister is back to her single life (:

Monday, September 21, 2009 ,

7:11 AM

21.09.09,raining
someone msg me in the morning today at 9.13.so touched.msg just to report strength.hahas.still call me baby.so sweet.wahhahas.and i was msging with that someone the whole day today.
today went out with primary school friend.he bought me chocolates and treat me to dinner and drinks.thanks.appreaciate it alot.go out again next time alright?
went bugis,walk walk.smoke.and then back to my house.put things.and went to serangoon to have my dinner.the dinner was nice.thanks alot stanley and his family.
quite tired.shall write till here.nights people.
overall i had fun today.thanks stanley (:

this are the things stanley bought for me,but forget to take photo together.
he my buddy for 6 years le lorz.always bully me!humph!

Sunday, September 20, 2009 ,

3:01 AM

20.09.09,sunny

i slept at 4 plus yesterday.i just don't know why i can't go to sleep.and yahh,i woke up at 6.get ready and jumpe "MRS.A" at amk.dammn,she reach early than me.alright,we sit awhile and chat.and soon she suggest that we shall go and eat.so we walked all the way to mac.as soon as we reach there.omg,she say she wanna eat at market.MRS A,anything goes.im fine with whateva u wanna eat alright.so we went to the market.and she buy for me peach ice bend.wahahhas.my favourite.after so long for not meeting,she actually remember whats my favourite drink.im quite shocked about it.cause i thought she have "new friends" she will completety forget me and throw me aside.and forget everything that i like.alright back to the topic,then we went to slack at one of the block.its will quite fun to me.but i just didn't want to say it.cause everytime i wanna open my heart back for her,and forgive how she hurt me in the past,theres always something happened and i get hurt once again.then waited for her parents to go out rayer,before entering the house.cause she said she got something urgent to do.went her house,waited for her to siap.and left the house.she does not pay attention to me in the house.i dun know is it because she is rushing or just because of her "new friends".took bus 22 to tamp.sent her to tamp inter to meet her parents before going home.everything goes very well for us(i hope so),but untill a phone call came.seeing the gerl that she hurt me for,called.she rejected.at first i wanted to pretend that i never see.but i cant.so she ask me,am i ok?i say yahh.but she knows that im not.so i ask her,why cant you just answer the call infront of me and tell her ur with me?she say she dun want to have anything to do with her.sometimes i think,are you putting up a show with her again?just to hurt me once again?i just cant trust you anymore gerl.just when i was about to open my heart,there it goes again,end up getting hurt.i dun wish to suffer anymore because of you and when ur happy with her accompany.

MRS.A,

i dun wish to suffer anymore you know.yes,we were once close.way to close.but just because of ur "new friends",i cant accept the fact the your that type of person.im hurt.seriously hurt.i didn't want to tell you this.cause i know u will feel gulity.but thats not what i want,for you to feel gulity after what you have done.you know what i wanted from the start.so don't ask me again.

i wish to suffer alone myself.

and i wish you to be happy with ur "new friends".

my primary school friend is back in singapore.for holiday.hahas.
he use to disturb me when we were back in primary school.
he msg me in the middle of night telling me he reach down singapore.wahhaas.
currently broke leh,then he want meet up.aiyo.tml meeting him.maybe with some of our other primary school friends.shall comfrim with him later.hope u enjoy ur holiday in singapore,alright(:

Saturday, September 19, 2009 ,

8:04 AM

19.09.09,raining
last day of fasting.hahas.and tomorrow is hari raya.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA people (:
well,today never went out.stay at home.but so called went down awhile.accompany my brother's girlfriend to buy somethings at the shop.spent the whole day at home watching dvd.hahas.quite fun actually.
and i had noodles for my dinner today!
tomorrow is first day of raya and everyone would go visting.
i miss my baobeii.its been days since we last met.and we are going to interview on tuesday together.hope we get the job and we can work together once again.
kind of missed working at pepper lunch.but certainly not the working environment.i miss my boss too.his like one of the top players in pepper lunch.shall make an outing with him and baobeii together.

p.s : sorry my blog skin will be plain for awhile.still doing my skins halfway.

nights people.
gilerANAK misses you guys.


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Wednesday, February 3, 2010 , 4:51 AM HEY PEOPLE, I'VE MOVED TO http://ellashaliza.onsugar.com/ relink thanks (: Tuesday, January 19, 2010 , 1:55 AM yes i got the interview. wohooooooooooooooo 26 jan here i come. gotta get ready for my interview. and yes after that all my problem will be solve. wohooho super damn happy. Saturday, January 9, 2010 , 9:58 PM my blog is gonna dead soon (: oh well,been lazy to update stuff uh. i got lots of things to write here. but i don't want someone to read it then get angry. and soon a war will start. hhahahas. arghh, i have two project to rush. OMG! and i don't know where to start. oh well, update more in the night later if im not lazy. must siap cause im going play trakaw. wahhahas. with my abg and friends. well, and oh yes. monday is the result for o level students. i think so. whateva it is, good luck to all o level students. Saturday, December 26, 2009 , 5:27 AM home home home. im getting bored staying at home. & im gonna kill someone. thanks to you you spoil my mood of the day. at night, lucky mum ask me want go out for dinner a not. and i siap and followed. hahas (: after that, home sweet home. and guess what, im getting addicted to some of the facebook games. WAHAHHAHAHA & not fair! hykel is getting the iphone today. and i have to wait till i got the money. haiz. hahas,he say his gonna let me play with his phone anytime i want. hykel, why not u just give me ur iphone. hahas (JK) nights people. i wanna go play my games. Friday, December 25, 2009 , 6:11 AM HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF (: N MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! and firahSWINE (: thanks and im touch when i read ur blog. thanks alot. love you.and misses. thanks everyone for the gifts too. stay at home the whole day. with family. and feeza come to surprise my brother. she spent her day in my house. and sorry if shakir tertido. cheer up okay. sent her to the busstop. and home sweet home. eat with my mum and uncle. and use comp till now. here are the photos of ytd, dinner at home, oh yahh.dun mistaken. that handsome guy that appear in some of the pic. is my elder brother. till then people.nights. enjoy your day today. Thursday, December 24, 2009 , 5:30 AM meet stanley.he wanted to pass present to me. thanks besti, at night, had family dinner. hahas. had fun. and yes, elder brother say he will get me an iphone (: thanks brother. love yahh. went down to smoke with sis and bf. i think they quarrel again. and so i faster smoke and get lost to my home sweet home. hahas. nights people. 1 more day to my birthday (: Wednesday, December 23, 2009 , 5:13 AM sleep till im late for appointment with classmate. went dinner with classmate. smoke and chat. about some topics which make us laugh. hahas. minhui and desmond has to go first. cause they are catching a plane. and me,semore and ah yuan left. went to semore shop to put something. and went taka to see ah yuan ann present with the gf. ah yuan brought wrapping paper for the gf. and we headed home. trained to punggol. and took a bus back. otw home. saw hykel lar. and the rest are there. and the other hykel say he saw me. i was like,huh? where sia. check check, he tgh lpk with hykel too. and guess what. my brother was there too. and i didn't see him.hahas how short-sighted can i be. home sweet home. and i drop flat on the bed. and of course i did bath and stuff first before dropping flat (: p.s : oh yahh will upload the photos of the outing later.cause its not with me. Tuesday, December 22, 2009 , 5:00 AM last day of chalet. and as usual faz gv a susprise. hahas. book out,and the rest headed to cit hse. as they are going out later in the afternoon to catch a movie. BLAH BLAH BLAH good nights toodles (: Monday, December 21, 2009 , 4:58 AM second day of chalet.hahas. ytd i watch gossip girls till tertido sey.hahas and i was the last person to sleep. woke up early. cause citra woke up early. and faz susprise us by coming early. when me and maya is asleep. goshhh.hahas cit and me stay in the chalet,cause she has to entertain her friend. and both of us don't wanna go escape. cause im afraid of the heights. hahas. so maya and faz go only. so me and cit feel bored in the chalet. so we wanna go jln2 at downtown. bored already,went to smoke. went to the bbq. help out,eat and blah blah blah. went back to the chalet. back to the chalet. saw hazim brother chatted awhile. maya and cit has to go bedok for awhile. and im waiting for them to be back to the chalet. and watching gossip girl. hahas. finally, they are back. so i can bath. as u know, im afraid of being alone. scared of something. wahahahas. chat,laugh,pic,pack stuff,smoke. and yes sleep. good night sleep (: Sunday, December 20, 2009 , 4:53 AM woke up and get ready.so freaking tired due to lack of sleep! went to sengkang and help mum to tend the stall. had a small quarrel with baby. at sengkang,so boring till i drag myself to explore the place. and yes,its freaking boring. but hey,i wanna go there and swim. the swimming pool is quite big and looks fun. oh yahh,and i saw a dress at the place selling cheap and nice. i pester my mum to buy it for me.hehe and yes she bought it for me. she say its for christmas present.hahas btw mum friends stall is just beside us. and we talked and laugh alot.hahas. suspose to close shop at 7, but due to lack of people surrounding, most of the stall close early,inculding US! wahhahahahas mum say she wanna send me to the chalet.but i said its okay. cause i haven prepare my stuff yet. so siap and went out. reach there,saw both of them and hug. oh goshhh,i miss them so much. overnight first day was great. im so addicted to movies. one of the show maya had in her comp. GOSSIP GIRLS yes thats it. im so addicted to it. till for the three days chalet,when im free, i watch it.till i think i negect them.wahhaas. sorry darling. but we had fun kan.hahas and we did take lots of pic. and mostly from their lappy.hhahas will upload some of the pic only. and i dun know why mum let me go to the chalet and even ton down there. maybe mum is close to the girls. and can call anytime to check. Wednesday, December 16, 2009 , 8:26 AM haha.BYE BYE! you make the choice. but i guess i shall not be the one holding you back anymore. dun blame me. cause you make the choice. as much as i still love you, its time you should be the one waking up with whateva ur doing. : me and zul will be waiting for you.cause we still need you. Monday, December 7, 2009 , 6:01 AM hey everyone. didn't went to school today.hp was with mum the whole day.bored to death sia.arghhh.stay at home.watch tv play comp.oh yahh,and meet someone awhile outside my house.hahas.then went shop to buy water,otw saw min,ziq and one more guy dun know his name.back home.play psp.watch tv. life so boring. nights people.i wanna go blog hopping already. p.s : my birthday is coming.yeah.cant wait. Saturday, December 5, 2009 , 8:41 PM arghhh.i farking angry about one thing sia.but mrs A donest seem to know or even care.arghhh.since you wanna be like that.i shall not care too.move on all you want.ok!arghhhhhhhh. STANLEY,faster come back lar.i got so many things to complain to you about leh.or maybe go online. pissed off and disappointting. that all i can say right now. and to someone,my private blog update already. hahas.so stop asking me to update. only baobeii knows me best. and yes thanks for the advise. and i will try alright.i promise. oh yahh,and one more important fact. i miss myABGGGGGGG - HAMIE (: Sunday, November 29, 2009 , 6:23 AM for one week im still sick. i wonder when my sickness will be gone. im missing you, baby yeah i agree in abg blog.totally agree with him. "NEVER TO PROMISE,CAUSE WHEN YOU BREAK IT,IT WILL STILL LINGERS IN MY MIND." p.s:IM JUST TOO HURT TO FORGIVE HIM. Thursday, November 26, 2009 , 6:56 AM sick & down! i just farking pissed off.farking pissed off off off! arghhhhhhhh i just dun understand why people have to lie.and even cover up their lies after one and after!why just cant they tell the truth.you know what.i hate the fact that you lie.you know that i prefer people to tell me the truth and not instead like to me.you know that.everyones know that.but you chose to lie.i guess you no other different from them! Wednesday, November 25, 2009 , 9:53 PM to joanneBAOBEII HAPPY 2YEARS and 6MONTHS ANNIVERSARY (: no matter what happened,your still my baobeii ILY,IMY two days of mc.now im at home.just finish watching ''the pacifiar''.hahas.quite interesting uh. i miss baobeii and tassya.its been a long time since we last met. oh yahh,and maya wrote something on my wall at facebook.she ask to meet up someday.and im looking forward for it.i miss her so much. maya,i just wanna let you know that ur still my best friend althought we have difted so much.hope to see you soon.i misss you. i miss fazeerna,citra,azzia and fifi. but i just dun want to state it here. i just hope we can be reunited. of course i miss my mak and mak cik. (ashiqin and zafirah) tassya i miss you too. Sunday, November 15, 2009 , 6:13 AM I HATE THE FACT THAT YOU LIED TO ME! I DUN EVEN KNOW WHY DO I HAVE TO LOVE YOU THAT MUCH! Tuesday, November 10, 2009 , 5:28 AM SO LONG AND GOODBYE! I HATE THE FACT! Tuesday, November 3, 2009 , 4:38 AM OH SNAP!!! its been so long since ive updated my blog.alright alot of things happened recently. shall not state here!due to some reason.cause recently,i found out,his still reading my blog! school school school counterstrike counterstrike counterstrike peachtea peachtea peachtea chocolates chocolates chocolates alright!!! be serious. im disappointed in you.seriously.way too disappointed.i didn't expected you to do that!i always had so much trust on you but you just broke it.when even before she told me about it,i feel something bad about it already.and my tears wanna fall.but i tahan.when she told me,its just drop.i no longer can tahan.this hurt will took a longer time to heal. ok seriously.i miss someone badly. not gonna tell you guys who that!wahahhas and thanks god,abg and the matair da ok.haas.first time see abg majok.and his majok.aiyoyo.hahas.cant describle.but anyway,last long alright abg. to someone IMY.and maybe we are diftting way apart,i still care about you alright.i still do.is just that i need time to heal the hurt.and believe whatever you say.and be back like how we use to be.we may look ok on the outside.but deep down,i know your hurt too. Friday, October 23, 2009 , 5:47 AM went school today.was late.didn't go for pe.wahahas.two lesson never go le.next week must comfrim go.if not i cant graduate from ite.arghhh.and nafa is coming.must train le.and guess what the navy called.hahas.26 going for medical checkup.yeahyeah!soon,i will be in navy. slack and home. hello,take care of ur boyf properly can! and (A) stop being like this. change ur character! and stop saying me! you started it first so dun blame me! Thursday, October 1, 2009 , 7:19 AM 1.09.09 - sunny hey toodles today was just another fine day. hey MRS.A i delicated this song to you because of you-kelly clarkson i hate you for hurting me. as i open the fridge everyday and saw the lollipop u gave just makes me cry everytime i dun know if i should throw it away or what but i cant bear to throw it away & tk sabar saturday jumpe tassya & jalan raye with her friends nights people Wednesday, September 30, 2009 , 5:49 AM 30 sep 2009 - sunny (farking hot hot hot) its been so long since i last update my blog.hahas.quite lazy uh. alright, i watch phobia2.farking scary ok.and baobeii and erzi also watch le.they be watching white out also. been busy the few days.and guess what! the navy called.yeah yeah.i be going for the talk.and i hope i can sign navy. and join the force soon. MRS.A guess what!so much of ur lies alright.because of one bitch out relantionship turn sour.till we almost become enimes.we cleared the missunderstanding and u said that u have nothing to do with her.now,at tagged she just wrote something about u and her.dun be greeddy.one is enough.and yahh, i dun do anything to deserve those shit from both of you.since u cant make up ur mind,right now,i have u to make.since u chose her.me and u now is nothing.we are just friends.i farking hate u for hurting me times and times again.seriously.and i believe karma will hit u back. im hurt all because of you! to someone: do u know that the past still lingers on my head. and its haunting me everynight. and u still want continue to hurt me with her! thank you so much uh. cause its farking hurt! i guess right from the start you never know what the meaning of love! and right from the start you never change.your still a playboy like you do when ur in sec 1 nights people. Tuesday, September 22, 2009 , 5:47 AM 22.09.09,raining why is this few days keep on raining?hard to go out leh! todays interview.i farling nervous sia.and im scared.arghh. but everything went well. went home.tired sia. and yes,i no need go police station and report lost of ic. damn lazy sia if have to go. tml going beach road with MRS.A hahas.shall have fun then. till here then.im damn tired.i slept at 7 yesterday and worke up at 11. nights everyone. & my sister is back to her single life (: Monday, September 21, 2009 , 7:11 AM 21.09.09,raining someone msg me in the morning today at 9.13.so touched.msg just to report strength.hahas.still call me baby.so sweet.wahhahas.and i was msging with that someone the whole day today. today went out with primary school friend.he bought me chocolates and treat me to dinner and drinks.thanks.appreaciate it alot.go out again next time alright? went bugis,walk walk.smoke.and then back to my house.put things.and went to serangoon to have my dinner.the dinner was nice.thanks alot stanley and his family. quite tired.shall write till here.nights people. overall i had fun today.thanks stanley (: this are the things stanley bought for me,but forget to take photo together. he my buddy for 6 years le lorz.always bully me!humph! Sunday, September 20, 2009 , 3:01 AM 20.09.09,sunny i slept at 4 plus yesterday.i just don't know why i can't go to sleep.and yahh,i woke up at 6.get ready and jumpe "MRS.A" at amk.dammn,she reach early than me.alright,we sit awhile and chat.and soon she suggest that we shall go and eat.so we walked all the way to mac.as soon as we reach there.omg,she say she wanna eat at market.MRS A,anything goes.im fine with whateva u wanna eat alright.so we went to the market.and she buy for me peach ice bend.wahahhas.my favourite.after so long for not meeting,she actually remember whats my favourite drink.im quite shocked about it.cause i thought she have "new friends" she will completety forget me and throw me aside.and forget everything that i like.alright back to the topic,then we went to slack at one of the block.its will quite fun to me.but i just didn't want to say it.cause everytime i wanna open my heart back for her,and forgive how she hurt me in the past,theres always something happened and i get hurt once again.then waited for her parents to go out rayer,before entering the house.cause she said she got something urgent to do.went her house,waited for her to siap.and left the house.she does not pay attention to me in the house.i dun know is it because she is rushing or just because of her "new friends".took bus 22 to tamp.sent her to tamp inter to meet her parents before going home.everything goes very well for us(i hope so),but untill a phone call came.seeing the gerl that she hurt me for,called.she rejected.at first i wanted to pretend that i never see.but i cant.so she ask me,am i ok?i say yahh.but she knows that im not.so i ask her,why cant you just answer the call infront of me and tell her ur with me?she say she dun want to have anything to do with her.sometimes i think,are you putting up a show with her again?just to hurt me once again?i just cant trust you anymore gerl.just when i was about to open my heart,there it goes again,end up getting hurt.i dun wish to suffer anymore because of you and when ur happy with her accompany. MRS.A, i dun wish to suffer anymore you know.yes,we were once close.way to close.but just because of ur "new friends",i cant accept the fact the your that type of person.im hurt.seriously hurt.i didn't want to tell you this.cause i know u will feel gulity.but thats not what i want,for you to feel gulity after what you have done.you know what i wanted from the start.so don't ask me again. i wish to suffer alone myself. and i wish you to be happy with ur "new friends". my primary school friend is back in singapore.for holiday.hahas. he use to disturb me when we were back in primary school. he msg me in the middle of night telling me he reach down singapore.wahhaas. currently broke leh,then he want meet up.aiyo.tml meeting him.maybe with some of our other primary school friends.shall comfrim with him later.hope u enjoy ur holiday in singapore,alright(: Saturday, September 19, 2009 , 8:04 AM 19.09.09,raining last day of fasting.hahas.and tomorrow is hari raya. SELAMAT HARI RAYA people (: well,today never went out.stay at home.but so called went down awhile.accompany my brother's girlfriend to buy somethings at the shop.spent the whole day at home watching dvd.hahas.quite fun actually. and i had noodles for my dinner today! tomorrow is first day of raya and everyone would go visting. i miss my baobeii.its been days since we last met.and we are going to interview on tuesday together.hope we get the job and we can work together once again. kind of missed working at pepper lunch.but certainly not the working environment.i miss my boss too.his like one of the top players in pepper lunch.shall make an outing with him and baobeii together. p.s : sorry my blog skin will be plain for awhile.still doing my skins halfway. nights people. gilerANAK misses you guys.