carolyn
currently 18
is a freaking blueLOVER
loves lollipop
peachtea,chocolates & long john is her favourite
darlings & abangs are my priority now
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
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5:49 AM
30 sep 2009 - sunny (farking hot hot hot)
its been so long since i last update my blog.hahas.quite lazy uh.
alright, i watch phobia2.farking scary ok.and baobeii and erzi also watch le.they be watching white out also.
been busy the few days.and guess what! the navy called.yeah yeah.i be going for the talk.and i hope i can sign navy.
and join the force soon.
MRS.A
guess what!so much of ur lies alright.because of one bitch out relantionship turn sour.till we almost become enimes.we cleared the missunderstanding and u said that u have nothing to do with her.now,at tagged she just wrote something about u and her.dun be greeddy.one is enough.and yahh, i dun do anything to deserve those shit from both of you.since u cant make up ur mind,right now,i have u to make.since u chose her.me and u now is nothing.we are just friends.i farking hate u for hurting me times and times again.seriously.and i believe karma will hit u back.
im hurt all because of you!
to someone:
do u know that the past still lingers on my head.
and its haunting me everynight.
and u still want continue to hurt me with her!
thank you so much uh.
cause its farking hurt!
i guess right from the start you never know what the meaning of love!
and right from the start you never change.your still a playboy like you do when ur in sec 1
nights people.
its been so long since i last update my blog.hahas.quite lazy uh.
alright, i watch phobia2.farking scary ok.and baobeii and erzi also watch le.they be watching white out also.
been busy the few days.and guess what! the navy called.yeah yeah.i be going for the talk.and i hope i can sign navy.
and join the force soon.
MRS.A
guess what!so much of ur lies alright.because of one bitch out relantionship turn sour.till we almost become enimes.we cleared the missunderstanding and u said that u have nothing to do with her.now,at tagged she just wrote something about u and her.dun be greeddy.one is enough.and yahh, i dun do anything to deserve those shit from both of you.since u cant make up ur mind,right now,i have u to make.since u chose her.me and u now is nothing.we are just friends.i farking hate u for hurting me times and times again.seriously.and i believe karma will hit u back.
im hurt all because of you!
to someone:
do u know that the past still lingers on my head.
and its haunting me everynight.
and u still want continue to hurt me with her!
thank you so much uh.
cause its farking hurt!
i guess right from the start you never know what the meaning of love!
and right from the start you never change.your still a playboy like you do when ur in sec 1
nights people.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
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5:47 AM
22.09.09,raining
why is this few days keep on raining?hard to go out leh!
todays interview.i farling nervous sia.and im scared.arghh.
but everything went well.
went home.tired sia.
and yes,i no need go police station and report lost of ic.
damn lazy sia if have to go.
tml going beach road with MRS.A
hahas.shall have fun then.
till here then.im damn tired.i slept at 7 yesterday and worke up at 11.
nights everyone.
& my sister is back to her single life (:
Monday, September 21, 2009
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7:11 AM
21.09.09,raining
someone msg me in the morning today at 9.13.so touched.msg just to report strength.hahas.still call me baby.so sweet.wahhahas.and i was msging with that someone the whole day today.
today went out with primary school friend.he bought me chocolates and treat me to dinner and drinks.thanks.appreaciate it alot.go out again next time alright?
went bugis,walk walk.smoke.and then back to my house.put things.and went to serangoon to have my dinner.the dinner was nice.thanks alot stanley and his family.
quite tired.shall write till here.nights people.
overall i had fun today.thanks stanley (:
this are the things stanley bought for me,but forget to take photo together.
he my buddy for 6 years le lorz.always bully me!humph!
Sunday, September 20, 2009
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3:01 AM
20.09.09,sunny
i slept at 4 plus yesterday.i just don't know why i can't go to sleep.and yahh,i woke up at 6.get ready and jumpe "MRS.A" at amk.dammn,she reach early than me.alright,we sit awhile and chat.and soon she suggest that we shall go and eat.so we walked all the way to mac.as soon as we reach there.omg,she say she wanna eat at market.MRS A,anything goes.im fine with whateva u wanna eat alright.so we went to the market.and she buy for me peach ice bend.wahahhas.my favourite.after so long for not meeting,she actually remember whats my favourite drink.im quite shocked about it.cause i thought she have "new friends" she will completety forget me and throw me aside.and forget everything that i like.alright back to the topic,then we went to slack at one of the block.its will quite fun to me.but i just didn't want to say it.cause everytime i wanna open my heart back for her,and forgive how she hurt me in the past,theres always something happened and i get hurt once again.then waited for her parents to go out rayer,before entering the house.cause she said she got something urgent to do.went her house,waited for her to siap.and left the house.she does not pay attention to me in the house.i dun know is it because she is rushing or just because of her "new friends".took bus 22 to tamp.sent her to tamp inter to meet her parents before going home.everything goes very well for us(i hope so),but untill a phone call came.seeing the gerl that she hurt me for,called.she rejected.at first i wanted to pretend that i never see.but i cant.so she ask me,am i ok?i say yahh.but she knows that im not.so i ask her,why cant you just answer the call infront of me and tell her ur with me?she say she dun want to have anything to do with her.sometimes i think,are you putting up a show with her again?just to hurt me once again?i just cant trust you anymore gerl.just when i was about to open my heart,there it goes again,end up getting hurt.i dun wish to suffer anymore because of you and when ur happy with her accompany.
MRS.A,
i dun wish to suffer anymore you know.yes,we were once close.way to close.but just because of ur "new friends",i cant accept the fact the your that type of person.im hurt.seriously hurt.i didn't want to tell you this.cause i know u will feel gulity.but thats not what i want,for you to feel gulity after what you have done.you know what i wanted from the start.so don't ask me again.
i wish to suffer alone myself.
and i wish you to be happy with ur "new friends".
my primary school friend is back in singapore.for holiday.hahas.
he use to disturb me when we were back in primary school.
he msg me in the middle of night telling me he reach down singapore.wahhaas.
currently broke leh,then he want meet up.aiyo.tml meeting him.maybe with some of our other primary school friends.shall comfrim with him later.hope u enjoy ur holiday in singapore,alright(:
Saturday, September 19, 2009
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8:04 AM
19.09.09,raining
last day of fasting.hahas.and tomorrow is hari raya.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA people (:
well,today never went out.stay at home.but so called went down awhile.accompany my brother's girlfriend to buy somethings at the shop.spent the whole day at home watching dvd.hahas.quite fun actually.
and i had noodles for my dinner today!
tomorrow is first day of raya and everyone would go visting.
i miss my baobeii.its been days since we last met.and we are going to interview on tuesday together.hope we get the job and we can work together once again.
kind of missed working at pepper lunch.but certainly not the working environment.i miss my boss too.his like one of the top players in pepper lunch.shall make an outing with him and baobeii together.
p.s : sorry my blog skin will be plain for awhile.still doing my skins halfway.
nights people.
gilerANAK misses you guys.
last day of fasting.hahas.and tomorrow is hari raya.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA people (:
well,today never went out.stay at home.but so called went down awhile.accompany my brother's girlfriend to buy somethings at the shop.spent the whole day at home watching dvd.hahas.quite fun actually.
and i had noodles for my dinner today!
tomorrow is first day of raya and everyone would go visting.
i miss my baobeii.its been days since we last met.and we are going to interview on tuesday together.hope we get the job and we can work together once again.
kind of missed working at pepper lunch.but certainly not the working environment.i miss my boss too.his like one of the top players in pepper lunch.shall make an outing with him and baobeii together.
p.s : sorry my blog skin will be plain for awhile.still doing my skins halfway.
nights people.
gilerANAK misses you guys.